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CX: “I know not, O my God, whether I should speak…” |
I know not, O my God, whether I should speak
forth the wonders of Thy praise among Thy servants,
and lay bare before them the secrets of Thy mercy
and the mysteries of Thy Cause, or keep them
wrapped up within the receptacle of my heart.
Though the lover be loth to share with any one the
intimate conversation of his beloved, yet at whatever
time Thine inescapable commandment to declare
Thy Cause reacheth me, I will unhesitatingly obey
it. I would proclaim Thee, undeterred by the darts
of affliction that may rain down upon me from the
clouds of Thy decree.
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I swear by Thy might! Neither the hosts of the
earth nor those of heaven can keep me back from
revealing the things I am commanded to manifest.
I have no will before Thy will, and can cherish no
desire in the face of Thy desire. By Thy grace I am,
at all times, ready to serve Thee and am rid of all
attachment to any one except Thee.
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What I desire, however, O my God, is that Thou
shouldst bid me unveil the things which lie hid in
Thy knowledge, so that they who are wholly devoted
to Thee may, in their longing for Thee, soar up into
the atmosphere of Thy oneness, and the infidels may
be seized with trembling and may return to the nethermost
fire, the abode ordained for them by Thee
through the power of Thy sovereign might.
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Thou dost consider, O my Lord, how Thy dear
ones are sore pressed by Thine enemies, and hearest
from all sides their sighing by reason of what hath
befallen them in Thy path. Thou knowest, O my
Lord, that their one desire was to seek Thy face, and
that the sole Object of their adoration was Thee.
They who wronged them had no other purpose except
to turn them away from Thee, and to extinguish
the fire which Thou hadst kindled with the hands
of Thine almighty power.
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Unseal the lips of Thy will, O my Lord, and let a
word proceed therefrom that shall subject unto itself
the world and all that is therein. How long shalt
Thou behold these things and tarry, O my God?
Darkness hath enveloped the whole earth, and Thy
tokens are ready to be blotted out throughout Thy
realm.
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Forgive me, O my God, for what I have spoken,
for Thou art the One that knoweth all things, and
in Thee are wrapped up the secrets that are hid from
all else except Thyself. When Thy promise shall come
to pass, Thou wilt manifest what Thou wilt, and
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subdue as Thou pleasest. We should wish only what
Thou hast wished for us. In Thee is the knowledge
of all things, and with Thee is the issue of all things.
Thou art, verily, the Truth, the Knower of things
unseen.
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