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CXIV: “Mine eyes are cheered, O my God, when I contemplate…” |
Mine eyes are cheered, O my God, when I contemplate
the tribulations that descend upon me from the
heaven of Thy decree, and which have encompassed
me on every side according to what Thy pen hath
irrevocably established. I swear by Thy Self! Whatsoever
is of Thee is well pleasing unto me, though it
involve the bitterness of mine own death.
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By Thy beauty, O Thou Who art the Lord of all
names and the Creator of the heavens! I can smell
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the fragrance of the words which, in His love for
Thee, His lips have uttered, and can feel the glow of
the fire that had inflamed His soul in its longing to
behold Thy face and in its yearning after the Day-Spring
of the light of Thy oneness, and the Dawning-Place
of Thy transcendent unity.
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As to me—and to this Thou art Thyself my witness—I call upon Thee saying: “I have no will of
mine own, O my Lord, and my Master and my Ruler,
before the indications of Thy will, and can have no
purpose in the face of the revelation of Thy purpose.
I swear by Thy glory! I wish only what Thou wishest,
and cherish only what Thou cherishest. What I
have chosen for myself is what Thou hast Thyself
chosen for me, O Thou the Possessor of my soul!”
Nay, I find myself to be altogether nothing when
face to face with the manifold revelations of Thy
names, how much less when confronted with the
effulgent splendors of the light of Thine own Self.
O miserable me! Were I to attempt merely to describe
Thee, such an attempt would itself be an evidence
of my impiety, and would attest my heedlessness
in the face of the clear and resplendent tokens
of Thy oneness. Who else except Thee can claim to
be worthy of any notice in the face of Thine own
revelation, and who is he that can be deemed sufficiently
qualified to adequately praise Thee, or to pride
himself on having befittingly described Thy glory?
Nay—and to this Thou dost Thyself bear witness—it hath incontrovertibly been made evident that
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Thou art the one God, the Incomparable, Whose help
is implored by all men. From everlasting Thou wert
alone, with none to describe Thee, and wilt abide for
ever the same with no one else to equal or rival Thee.
Were the existence of any co-equal with Thee to be
recognized, how could it then be maintained that
Thou art the Incomparable, or that Thy Godhead is
immeasurably exalted above all peers or likeness? The
contemplation of the highest minds that have recognized
Thy unity failed to attain unto the comprehension
of the One Thou hast created through the
word of Thy commandment, how much more must
it be powerless to soar into the atmosphere of the
knowledge of Thine own Being. Every praise which
any tongue or pen can recount, every imagination
which any heart can devise, is debarred from the station
which Thy most exalted Pen hath ordained, how
much more must it fall short of the heights which
Thou hast Thyself immensely exalted above the conception
and the description of any creature. For the
attempt of the evanescent to conceive the signs of
the Uncreated is as the stirring of the drop before
the tumult of Thy billowing oceans. Nay, forbid it,
O my God, that I should thus venture to describe
Thee, for every similitude and comparison must pertain
to what is essentially created by Thee. How can
then such similitude and comparison ever befit Thee,
or reach up unto Thy Self?
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By Thy glory, O my God! Though I recognize
and firmly believe that no description which any except
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Thyself can give of Thee can beseem Thy
grandeur, and that no glory ascribed to Thee by any
save Thyself can ever ascend into the atmosphere of
Thy presence, yet were I to hold my peace, and cease
to glorify Thee and to recount Thy wondrous glory,
my heart would be consumed, and my soul would
melt away.
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My remembrance of Thee, O my God, quencheth
my thirst, and quieteth my heart. My soul delighteth
in its communion with Thee, as the sucking child
delighteth itself in the breasts of Thy mercy; and my
heart panteth after Thee even as one sore athirst
panteth after the living waters of Thy bounty, O
Thou Who art the God of mercy, in Whose hand is
the lordship of all things!
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I give thanks to Thee, O my God, that Thou hast
suffered me to remember Thee. What else but remembrance
of Thee can give delight to my soul or
gladness to my heart? Communion with Thee enableth
me to dispense with the remembrance of all
Thy creatures, and my love for Thee empowereth
me to endure the harm which my oppressors inflict
upon me.
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Send, therefore, unto my loved ones, O my God,
what will cheer their hearts, and illumine their faces,
and delight their souls. Thou knowest, O my Lord,
that their joy is to behold the exaltation of Thy Cause
and the glorification of Thy word. Do Thou unveil,
therefore, O my God, what will gladden their eyes,
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and ordain for them the good of this world and of
the world which is to come.
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